a goodbye.........

why m i afraid to lose someone
who is not even mine
why i lose my sleep
chasing dreams at night
if i say i am strong
it will be a lie
because my deepest regret
is a goodbye

Share a tear with me

Share a tear with me

make me cry

even if you cant make me smile

I wish you try

When I feel all alone

grab my hand

and pull me through

through the dust and sand

and through the ashes of the past

we must tread strong

to the future in which we belong

so share a tear with me

for a while

share a tear with me

and make me smile :)

Never

walk on towards the light
in the dark the light that shines bright
to the end we march with a stride
as we march we miss what we leave behind
but we never gather the courage to look back
because we know if we do
we will miss it how
and we may take bullets to our hearts
but your smile will pierce me deeper
deeper than the longest spears
so I'll never look back
and I'll never return a smile .......

सुन ले ए खुदा
अपने बन्दों की रजा
मंदिरों और मस्जिदों में ये ढूंढे हैं तुझे
तू रहता है कहाँ
सुन ले ये दुआ
अब आ भी जा
इन भींगी पलकों में
इंतज़ार की हो गयी इन्तेहाँ
बुझ गयी लौ प्यार की
खून का दरिया है बहा
भूल गए तेरे बन्दे तुझे
अब आ भी जा

sting so deep

oh misery
why do you sting so deep
with the broken shrads of the promises
that i cudnt keep
with the the broken heart
that cud not sleep
and the dreams that come
that make my heart to weap
with the tears of blood
which still sting so deep ...................

.................

I cant see your face
but it hurts no more
Whether I miss you or not
I m not too sure

Do I feel alive
let me just check and tell
dont know whether I'm loosing it
or just got over your spell

The last time i saw you
you were so near
but this distance was there
like an unknown fear

like a broken dream
which makes you shiver
for no apparent
your touch made me quiver

As i look behind the days i have lived
i see your shadow walking over me
I look harder trying to see your face
but alas its your shadow all I can see

on the run

coz i m on the run
for the summer and sun
to the days when
my dreams begun
to the light which
showed me the way
now its dark
as it seems so far away
to the face that
taught me to love
to the eyes right from
heaven above
and the lips which
i loved too touch
and the heart which
loved me so much !!!!!!!!!!!

.........Why ?????

I looked down upon the road
I saw them bleed and die
I heard the deafening sound
Felt the tremble inside

I ran to help them out
But fear followed behind
I saw those vacant eyes
Death clouding their mind

I shout to the sky
To send down the rain
To wash away the horror
To wash away the pain

Oh what would be of us?
If we feast on flesh of our brothers
Oh what would be of us?
If we cannot care for others

Why should we always ?
Fight the wrong wars
Why should we always ?
Lose what is ours

Why should we always
Fear doing what is right
Why should we never
Stand up for the fight

FEEL ............................

feel the wind in your hair
feel it blow away your despair
feet the shadow following you on your way
feel the words that it has to say
feel the ground whisper to your feet
feel its rustle to the endless street
feel the shiver down your spine
feel the trees, the leaves the vines
fell the sun, the moon , the stars
feel and wonder how great they are
feel the light and the dark
feel the journey that they embark
feel the red the blue the green
feel their soul within
feel the tales that these have to say
feel the words they cant convey
and when you feel to rest a while
feel the earth embrace you with a smile

In a broken dream ...........On a careless night

In a broken dream
On a careless night
I fly away
Fleeting to the edge of sight
To a place where dreams do come true
Where’s nothing wrong and everything’s right

Where skies are blue
Reflecting the shimmiring sea
Where smiles spread
As far as eyes can see
Where joy swims in the air
Where love is true like its meant to be

But alas, I dont belong here
I belong to a world of despair
A world tainted with evil n lies
A world which is unjust and unfair
A world of wars and a world of pain
A world which doesn’t care

So i say farewell to this dream
And retrace back my flight
And save my tears for a worthy soul
In a broken dream
On a careless night

..........u guys choose the title !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As I fade into the night
as my memories turns into dreams
as i walk away from this life
the life is walking away it seems

they are all gone away
seeking their own paths
left with tears and a smile
left us to deal with the aftermaths

they were our friends
they were our brothers
we all were lost for sure
but we were lost together

we remember those days
that we lost in the sun
we remember those days
when we were many yet one.

the pain ............................

I packed my bags,I grabbed a ride
the chariot of fire, crossin over to the other side
closed my eyes, held my breath
waiting for the pain inside

take my soul, take my life
take everything that makes me alive
take my pride and my vanity
just let me keep this insanity

let me crawl through the dust ,for what's wrong n unjust
let me breathe the foul air ,let my lungs burn and rust
let me scream loud ,for the pain i shout
till the heavens burn ,blood trickled from the cloud

till the hell is cold and demons fled
till there's nothin left but the pain that made me bled
till the sun is dark and the stars are gone
but the pain is there going on and on

CHANGED>>>>>>>>>>>

As i look back ,all i seem to see
That my life hasn't been ,what i wanted it to be
I've changed and so have you
Changes are inevitable and there's little we can do
We can hope for better or say a prayer
But these changes can't be undone cause life isn't fair

All promises charred and memories fled
As the days that we cherished rot and bled
Only reminiscence is the silence between
And the pain that wouldn't let go of me
As it stirs the fire within the ,fire which ravaged my soul
And brought the changes which made me whole

This is me like I've always been
Uncaring cold and distasteful within
I've evolved from a boy whose dream he cherished
to the dark man whose nightmares he buried
buried underneath the fire within
just ashes of the boy I've been .....................

Love ..................Labour...............Lost

As I walk out the door
after being scolded and shoved
I'll confess once more
you were always the one I loved

you were always the one I cared for
you were always the one who lied
you were always the one who never cared
I was always the one who tried

you never said you love me
you never even tried
I was always the one with humility
you were always the one with pride

you were always the one who chilled
you were always the one with the charm
I was the one with all the mistakes
you were the one who meant no harm

there was always you
never an us
I am glad its over
cause I'm done with all the fuss !!!!!!!!!!

............the dream

Let the world burn in hell
Let it rot for what it is
Let it be consumed in its pain
and rust in the deep dark abyss.

Let us crawl to its dark womb
where our shallow souls may be put to rest
let it devour our lifeless limbs
and our corpses deep in its chest.

For what's done,cannot be undone
the past cannot be healed
the tides of times has tested us
and out fates are sealed

All hopes faded away
and darkness fell on lands
the world fell hard at its knees
at the mercy of dust and sands

As the world crumbled I opened my eyes
and found my self on my bed
I closed my my eyes and asked myself
was it just a dream in my head.

May be.................

May be I'm the Sun, Shining Bright,
May be I'm the moon, the shining white knight,
May be I'm the stars, so large so small.
May be I'm the night, engulfing them all.

May be I'm a song, of every wild heart,
May be I'm spirit of a fresh start,
May be I'm the fresh breeze of spring,
may be I'm the chill that winter brings.

May be I'm the blood, throbbing in your vein,
May be I'm your anger, your sorrow, your pain,
May be I'm your laughter and your smiles,
May be I'm the highway, streached for miles.

May be I'm hate and may be love,
May be I'm the heavens above,
May be I'm the hell below,
May be I'm the fire and the snow.

May be I'm an illusion,just a lie,
Or May be I'm just a mirage of the sky,
may be everything, may be none,
I'm everything under the sun.

..........I tread upon

Dark was the path , I tread upon,

Darker were the days coming and gone,
Cold was the sun shining bright,
hanging in the void of a clear blue night

Tainted and foul was the smell of air,
Earth laid barren soaked in despair,
Everyone gave tainted smiles,
Shadows of gloom stretched for miles

I looked upon the crimson sea,
beneath those tides I saw me,
drowning below till the pain was gone,
Away from the path I tread upon

Just A Note ................

This is new for me ...........the tempting n' facinating world of the blogs .....
a void canvas ready to b filled with the colours of the blogger's mind .........
where n e one can fly freely ..................n feel free to b as expressive as they want
.........i wanna thnk my fellow bloggers for their supportin' n' encouraging words without which this wouldn't have been possible

...............me wouldn't hav been possible !!!!!!!!!!

Freedom...............

Finally I m ready for my first of many upcoming blogs .........Here I cum ..................






Those of u who haven't seen 'V FOR VENDETTA' can suck on my cock ................( sooo sorry 4 the language but i can't help it, i m an asshole) ........plzzzzzzzz i request all of u to devote 2 significant hours of ur busy day to be a couch potato n' watch this phenomenal movie by none other than the makers of the MATRIX ........, why am i devoting a post to write abt a movie ????Is this a movie review blog ????????? Am I a movie pirate???????

No, I m just an Average Joe, just another guy bloggin' I just want to show how much a pretence, a unreal show which has nothing to do with the reality,a movie cud be unbelievebly inspiring n' motivating..............

"Remember , Remember the Fifth of November,
The gunpowder treason and plot,
I know of no reason the gunpowder treason,
should ever be forgot "

this movie reshaped my definations abt freedom n democracy ......................n i m sure it should n it will inspire every fuckin one of u ( WHAT !!!!!!!!! u thought tht i ll not resort 2 my normal behaviour)

This brings us to the heart of this post "WHAT IS FREEDOM ?????????"
It is some thing we take granted for ............... everyday, every hour,every minute n every second of our life is indebted to those people who lost their lives to achieve freedom..... and we go on with our lives without even thinkin' for a moment ..............that what if .......what if someday the thing we enjoy so casually is taken away from us ...............

This movie depicts a society where freedom is a a myth ,something abt which stories r told and written ............

Have we ever asked ourselves that are we truly free ?????????
its an introspect that we should all give it a abt for a minute or two ................
Child Labour, Communal brutality,Hunger, Poverty, crime n corruption ...............(for the sake of naming a few )
If we think this is freedom then FUCK US !!!!!!!!!!!!!
How can we possibly think that our forefathers died to see our country dying everyday !!!!!!!!

We desperately need a revolution, not the one spawned by hatred, hunger, anger but the one with compassion forgiveness n righteousness........
we need a revolution within ourselves
we need to change how we look upon the society, how we mock the present system but forget tht we are an integral part of this system, we should realize that there is something wrong with our nation bcoz there's something wrong with us ......................


i can go on spitting fire n talkin crap but this is where i want to draw a line .................
i just wanna say tht watch this movie n see how can we relate ourselves to THEM ...............